I needs some energy

So, I totally gained 50 lbs while I was pregnant. Yes, that is an obscene amount of weight BUT, it was all for a good cause. At any rate, my daughter is now 3 months old and I still have approx 27 pounds to lose. That's a huge problem but, the biggest problem is that I find myself more lazy than I have every been in my entire life. I force myself to do the 30 day shred at least 2 times a week but, I really should be running on the treadmill at least every other day and I just don't have the energy to do it. I really cannot stand this extra weight. I have no fat clothes (aside from maternity clothes) and I refuse to buy jeans in a larger size.

Everyone told me that breastfeeding would melt the pounds away and unfortunately, that has not been the case with me. In my opinion, breastfeeding increases my appetite! I always tell Larry that I still have the appetite that I had while I was pregnant. It's ridiculous if you ask me. I feel doomed now that the Holiday's are right around the corner.

I'm really interested in running the OC Marathon in May. If I commit to doing so I would like to join a training group that meets every Tuesday and Saturday and that may conflict with my school schedule so I'm trying to figure out exacty what my schedule will be next semester.

Well, my daughter is babbling away so I'm gonna play with her and put her to bed. I'm sure she loves her chunky mama!