January 22, 2008

tacky tuesday

this title has absolutely nothing to do with my post. actually, i'm not sure what my "post" will even be about but eh..the above title came to mind and i ran with it.

on another note, i had a wonderful weekend with my stinky and his family. i met his new baby cousin who is the most beautiful baby girl. awwww...she's so precious. i relaxed this weekend. went to a party on saturday. that didn't go well. in fact, it went so bad that i've decided to forget about it and pretend like it never even happened :). let's just say, i wasn't to proud of my behavior. but, i have since prayed about it and of course, will continue to seak the Lord and be more aware of it. ok, i've already said too much about it. insecurity. it's a nasty word and a nasty feeling and i wish it would just go far, far away from me. i say that now, after the incident that took place on saturday but even today i found myself being insecure of what i am capable of @ work. this awful feeling is beginning to stifle me in all that i do. because of all this, i've been reading the book of Psalms. i find it very encouraging and inspirational. it makes me feel warm inside and loved. it's beautiful.

well, i'm very tired. i have an early dentist appointment 7am!! geesh! i have no clue what i'm wearing and i need to shower in the morning. so, i'm signing off.

good night & God Bless

"Psalm

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