ahhhh, life is crazy kids. you never know what you're going to to get, what you're going to face or how you're going to deal with it. this has seriously been one hell of a week. so much bullshit @ work. working 50 hours a week and taking three classes is kicking my butt. things with my boy are just...ugh right now. sometimes i think that I'm too high maintenance and i just need to be by myself for the next 10 years. I've found myself fighting tears on a daily basis for the past four days. i thought Starbucks would cheer me up this morning BUT, it didn't :( Anyways, enough ranting.

Last night I had dinner with my dad and younger sister Bria. She is seriously the most adorable kid ever. Prior to me getting there my dad told me that they had stopped at Macy's to pick up a pair of shoes for her. They were only there to buy SHOE'S, nothing else. Well, Ms. Bria decided that she had to have a new dress for Friday and she put on a quite a scene at Macy's. My dad went as far as threatening to spank her and she asked him if she could get the dress after her "spankin'"..lol.

Here's a snippet of our hilarious convo about the situation:

me: "Bria, i heard about what happened at Macy's"

Bria: rolls her eyes and looks at dad. "Did Daddy tell you?"

me: "Nope I have a friend who works at Macy's and she saw you crying and throwing a fit"

Bria: "All I wanted was the dress".

me: "yea, but didn't daddy buy you shoes?"

Bria: "yes, but daddy should buy me EVERYTHING i want to make me happy".

ummm yes, I'd have to agree with you on that one Bria.

Shortly after that conversation, I found her in my dad's bed sleeping like a baby. I guess temper tantrums wear you out :)

all about feeling sick-ish

i feel like crap. i've been fighting off this stupid head cold for about a week but, i lost the fight yesterday. my ears felt like someone was holding matches underneath them and my head was killing me. i couldn't concentrate on anything and i just wanted to lay my head down. it kinda felt like someone had unzipped my head, taken out my brains and replaced them with a stack of bricks. i went to the dentist this morning. came home, made the best grilled cheese sandwich i've ever made and pretty much slept the day away. i managed to pull myself out of bed for my sisters graduation. speaking of that; since when do we have graduation ceremonies for pre-schoolers?! i mean these kids were wearing cap and gowns. my step-mom even sent out graduation announcements! it was really cute though. i've noticed that my sister is a lot like me. she was so nervous so she didn't smile AT ALL. you would've sworn this kid was a soldier or something. she kept looking straight ahead, avoiding all eye-contact and if you happened to get her attention she would give this quick smile and look away. it was really cute. i'll post pictures when i actually have some energy. i'm supposed to go to a Dodger game tomorrow and i really don't feel like going. eh. we'll see. i hate flakin' on people but, i really feel like crap.

that's it for now, this sick girl is going to bed.

i love this kid

check out my sister; chocolate ice-cream all over her face, a huge box of mike & ike's, mean muggin the girl who has just taken her bike @ the park. despite the 18 year age difference, her and i are just alike i tell ya.