My Life With Avery

i'm alive and well. haven't felt like blogging much and i'm super tired. this long weekend wasn't long enough. maybe i enjoyed myself too much. i was seriously almost in tears last night after realizing my wonderful weekend was almost over. the funeral is on wednesday and 4 year old savannah is taking this the hardest. she doesn't want her dad to be an angel and she is soooo mad @ God. The funny thing about children is they can totally remove themselves from reality. one minute she's screaming, crying, running, kicking, cursing her mother and God. the next minute she's fine. she'll be okay. i know she will. it's definitely one of the toughest situations i've witnessed.