all about HIM

He is so good to me (when he wants to be) sometimes i feel so undeserving. i'm wishy-washy, one minute i want this, the next minute i want that. i'm never satisfied, can never make up my mind. i criticize him for doing this and criticize him for doing that. i get frustrated with the fact that although we share the same beliefs, it's just not THAT important to him. i don't think i try enough. i'm not perfect. actually, i'm far from perfect. i'm a brat. i ALWAYS want my way. i'm difficult and sometimes I actually like being difficult (i cannot believe i just admitted that). this is probably no walk in the park for him either. he may not handle every situation the way I think he should. He may not be great at expressing his feelings. he's not the best talker and sometimes he says "whatever" at the WORSE time but, at the end of the day, i ALWAYS know that he loves me and if he could, he'd do anything for me. that feels good.so good.